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and so i thought about this, bc i liked it, because it popped up in my feed. and i’m like…eh, do i ever buy into this idea?

is love about people, or their timing? are two people ever really ‘meant’ - perfectly and exactly - for each other? ‘meant’ is the word i have trouble with, is all. people can be perfect for each other, definitely. and some people just think they are. and some people just have bad timing. we probably had bad timing, but we’ve pushed through it, it’s better now, and now we’re almost halfway done. 

and then i started really thinking about it and i get scared, because i thought about us leaving and hoping to come back to each other, and how ridiculous is that? and that weird feeling of you being gone but then we both have this ‘someday’ idea in our head. i’ve felt that before, but differently, because there was no confidence in the other person, no communication, and i always wondered if i was crazy. good thing he’s gone.

luckily you don’t buy into that shit either, and you’ll always be here.

i realize there is no sense of sense between those paragraphs. editing after i’ve written the original is my worst enemy.

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fuckyeahtattoos:

I bought a new tattoo for myself for graduating this Saturday. Two degrees and five years. It’s the Fool.

“The Fool is the spirit in search of experience. He represents the mystical cleverness bereft of reason within us, the childlike ability to tune into the inner workings of the world. The sun shining behind him represents the divine nature of the Fool’s wisdom and exuberance, holy madness or ‘crazy wisdom’. On his back are all the possessions he might need. In his hand there is a flower, showing his appreciation of beauty. He is frequently accompanied by a dog, sometimes seen as his animal desires, sometimes as the call of the “real world”, nipping at his heels and distracting him. He is seemingly unconcerned that he is standing on a precipice, apparently about to step off.”

Done by the always delightful Kevin Jarvis out of Gypsy Kings Tattoo in Commerce, MI. Click through for his tumblr.

I wanna graduate. and get a tattoo. getting a single degree in any one thing will be an amazing accomplishment. making a decision… not my thing. 

I probably won’t do it though. not to be negative, but realistic. I’ve been putting that idea off for…literally years now. almost four whole years. strange.

this is actually just the job description of a hostess. not kidding.

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egyanarchist:

yeap

i guess i just don’t understand. do people actually think…that people ‘choose’ to be gay, like, just to piss other people off?